evilbeej: (Misc: HATE HATE HATE.)
Dear Diary,

I don't actually hate everything, but right now it's 3 AM and everyone's SLEEPING and I hurt EVERYWHERE and today was STUPID and it sure FEELS like I hate everything. It would be very cathartic if I could turn into a nine foot tall killing machine right now, but probably not good for my conscience later.

Love,
Gina
evilbeej: (Misc: HATE HATE HATE.)
Meandering bullshit re: writing and roleplay and whinging. )

Hate. :(

Oct. 17th, 2005 04:09 am
evilbeej: (Lydda: HEY! WTF?)
Dear Diary,

Today stunk. As in today as in Sunday, not Monday. I hate almost everything. Stupid ____, who I've had a crush on forever, was just all... I don't even know. I actually told him!!! And he just said "yeah yeah" so I said "I'm serious." Then he said "no I meant yeah yeah i know". All mister I-have-156-IQ and whatever!

Oh man, boys are so rotten!!! He said other stuff too, but it's private, because I embarrassed myself in the conversation.

And then!! When I got home, my cat bit me!!!!! Plus I didn't feel good anyway, and Peter was being his usual cranky jerk self at work, and the track I constructed sounds muddy. I'm too mad, and too sad, and they're cancelling each other out and turning my little ball of hurty inside into a towering structure of loud self-parody with an aftertaste of bitter anti-nostalgia.

Forgive the multilayered self-referentialism.

I'm going to BED!!!!!!!

Love, Gina-who-feels-about-14.
evilbeej: (Bart: Irritated)
It's midnight on a Friday, I don't work for the job I hate anymore, I have a lovely stack of as-yet-unread comics, I've only gone through half of this Interlac mailing thus far, it's a perfect temperature, I have a bunch of concept sketches done for Kev-Em, and yet...


...i hate everything.

WTF.

Grr.

Sigh.

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