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evilbeejI should be writing my resume. I begged off of roleplay until it was finished, and I'm farting around not writing it. Instead, I'm editing old logs and editing old how-to articles and writing bad mood-poetry and making halfassed critiques of old-people radio on my shortwave. I'm desperately trying not to think about Iraq, because it's gonna make me sick. I'm feeling horrible about not calling Mike, now I've been back for over a week, but I don't even have money for gas to go to the diner. I want to go to NYC with him, he invited me to. But I can't get out of my rut until I get a job, and I can't get a job until I write a resume, and I can't write a resume until I quit thinking about not thinking about Iraq, and about where my friend Dan is right now. And, God, where Tom Rath might be. Peter said that last time he knew, Tom'd gone to Alabama for basic training. That kid makes me worry like all fuck, and he barely knows me, it takes him a second to recognise me whenever he sees me and it's probably because he's fried his brains with all kinds of shit. I always get this way. I let people slip away and then I panic because I've let them slip away.
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Date: 2003-03-28 12:42 pm (UTC)There, I said it. The first step in a landslide that may be my undoing.
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Date: 2003-03-28 07:51 pm (UTC)I'm finishing apping (OC: Sage) at Brave and Bold, there're a bunch of the cooler ZH people there; finishing apping (Kitty Pryde!) at Marvel Unlimited, there're a bunch of plain cool people there; for the past couple years I've been pretty exclusively at Project Infinity. At the moment I play Pete Wisdom and (yes) Vesper Antagonist there.
B&B: braveandthebold.com 1650 (tell Copper, Diana, or Cobalt who you were)
MU: 66.92.219.45 2002 (tell Kitsune you're a friend of mine - and no, the Pete there is not me, I just hivemind with him)
PI: pimux.betterbox.net 1997 (just sort of generally declaim to the heavens that someday I'll see justice for all my evil deeds -- wait no. yes. no. hee.)
There are also a couple of sandbox games I host, but I'm not about to publically post their addresses. :)
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Date: 2003-03-30 04:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-04-01 04:23 pm (UTC)Geez, it's like accidentally travelling in time to Lightning Man and Saturn Woman's time, or something!
--Kynn
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Date: 2003-04-02 10:48 pm (UTC)...I get that a lot. Though nowhere /near/ as entertainingly worded, I assure you. :}
Great icon, by the way. :D
(And dear GOD NO, I don't wear that pink Grell thing.)