"Could you possibly post that paragraph on LJ?"

[evilbeej]

Natasha Irons drops a thing on livejournal from Saturday, finally finished today. "I don't know what I want to do. I'm feeling very much not present. Awake, but elsewhere. Disjointed. Somewhat anxious, like there's something I need to remember that keeps /just/ eluding me, and I only occasionally even remember that there's something I'm forgetting. I feel, oddly, like I'm out of context."

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[infinitepryde.livejournal.com]

... thank you; as said earlier, that describes remarkably well a mindset I've been looking for ways to describe for a long time now.